yeah i'm always sounding so morbid arent i? i cant help it.. i cant always have this facade. its not healthy.. i'm at breaking point now.. i dunno how much longer i can take this.. its violation on my freedom of choice!

a few years back i was wondering where god was when i was having a tough time time school.. when talks bout migrating first started.. now that it really happened.. i again wonder where is god.. i finally feel loved and wanted and then i have to leave..

i dun doubt god. but there are times i wonder if ....... i know one thing's for sure. he gave me the perfect gift .. dong..
YourName | 2:13 AM