goodness me.. since i wasnt being let into some of the things regarding something. i gotta redo everything.. jus in cas some pple read this.. i shall be discreet bout it..

ATTITUDES is next week and we havent finished our routine.. oh joy.. then again what did i say?

does maturity come with age or experience?
i think so.

anyhow.. night drving was KICK ASS!! haha.. its soooo cool la.. i can jus imagine driving at night.. with the wind in my hair.. haha.. chick thought sorry.. haha.. i cant to get my Ps!!!

yesterday started of good.. mom n i went to town to explore and we had the ever so sinful max brenner chocolate.. i'm sure for all those chocolate lovers u wld have heard bout it.. the ABSOLUTELY ORGASMIC i swear!! haha.. yum yum.. then i had my night driving thingy majig. which was as i siad KICK ASS.. and i got all excited when tasia was telling me the on thurs was indonesia's national day.. i cant self declare a holiday when i'm on one!! gee! and she was telling me that all the asians were going to town to like go party and stuff.. hah.. yeah its the old gill who miss the nightlife.. the clubbing and all.. yes dear i am still kinda wild.anyhow.. so.. thats done.. n go online and wong yuen suddenly reappears since i last heard from him a few months ago.. yeah i know i'm jus dying to get of doncaster and have fun.. i mean i'm 18 i had the freedom i wanted in SG and now i come to melb n its like its all back to square one.. i know i'm jabbering like a 13 yrs old but i dun really care right now.. i'm annoyed.. and when one gets annoyed or rather when i get annoyed.. everything jus starts flooding in.. like how much i hate it here. y did i haev to move here.. it sucks to be me.. yeah basically wallowing in self pity.. it does sound pathetic doesnt it.. well it is i dun deny it.. but hey if it makes me feel any better.. i shall pout whine sulk and wallow in self pity if i wan to.. it makes me sound so spoilt doesnt it? well i am.. n i'm not afraid to say it.. becuz i think if u can admit to something ur bigger then that.. then y cant i admit or embrace the fact that melb is going to be home .. not indonesia.. not singapore but melbourne? why why why? oh god here i go again.. whine.. thats all i can do now.. without school keeping me half sane.. (the other is my precious precious dong) i tell u i'll go absolutely bonkers!! bonkers i tell you.. am i ranting? yeah i think i am.. i dun care.. so if y'all wan to read this. then bear with it.. oh god!! where for art thou? hast thou abandoned me? yup i'm in a spiritual rut. so help me!
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