Everyday i wake up thinking if this nightmare is over. Sleep is a good way to pass time. As bad as it sounds, it helps. Then there are day when i just want to curl up into a ball and be left alone in hopes that i would disappear. I have dreams, or would they be called fantasies?, of seeing u again. It feels as though u are so close i can feel u breathing. So close that if i jus reach out i can touch u. it feels real. Then my conscience slaps me back into reality. and Dreams begin again. Will it ever be over? Would i ever be able to feel how i feel in those dreams? Can things jus go back to how they were before? When they still made sense? When life had meaning and purpose? with you?

love does strange and beautiful things to you.. embrace it.. love what love can do.. to you and for you.
YourName | 10:33 PM