that feeling of emptiness is coming back again.. for the umpteenth time this year.. not coincidentally though is the time it decides to come.

naturally strong and determined but this no this bring that to a whole new level. when its got to be pushed to reach it. everything around seems to have light and enjoyment. so why is it then here it seems bleak and just plain boring? you've told me appreciating is the way to go. but is it wrong to want more? maybe not more but jus to when things actually seem bright?

REVIEW OF MY LIFE
Dong
at least 3kg more.
stuck in this hell hole called melbourne.
stingy stingy stingy. no plane ticket back to utopia atm.
no license.
have great friends.
school's out.
acceptable grades.
no dog/s.
no grandma around.
most of friends back in home country. probaby having the time of their life.


can life honestly get any worse?
yeah it probably could, jus trying not to think bout it.

oh fuck it
jus let it wallow in whatever i'm wallowing in.

merry christmas!
riiiiggghhhttt..
YourName | 3:04 AM